Re-birth

I want to kill myself.
No, not tie a rope around my neck and jump off a high stool or swallow a lethal doze of dangerous pills.

Dark Times

I've had the song "Dark times" by The Weeknd and Ed Sheeran on loop for a while now. A long while.

My brother is getting sick of the song already...and of my Ed + Weeknd voice lol.

How do you know???

Today, a friend asked me for relationship advice.

ME!!

I was pleasantly surprised.

Anyway, she’s wondering what to do: she misses her ex and she’s “…currently in a relationship with someone I don’t even like.”

Can't stop? Won't stop? Don't stop.

For all of u that see the pain behind the smiles; the hurt behind their laughter;

For those of u who are dangling helplessly on the thin line between "just friends" and "something more"; and those who are hopelessly stuck in the friend zone;

A New Romance

Days like a blur,
Nights quick as a flicker;
It's like the notes in a slur,
My resolve's gettin weaker.

I use my devices late into the night;
Pour myself into social media.
I know I'm hiding, dodging this fight;
Choosing instead chats and trivia.

Aunt Berry

Denzel Bright is a three-year old ball of energy. My little nephew. He's the most mischievous kid I know. The last time I was with him, I left the house with a stinging face and some tiny injuries, courtesy of his penchant for playing rough.

"Some silence na curse"

My mum told me a silly story today while we were in the kitchen. I did the dishes while she prepared a kick-ass chicken sauce. Many a secret has been told & heard during those periods we often steal away to work together. I've always been a momma's boy.

Did You Live?

I got into an argument with my kid brother today...over my phone charger. It was really stupid. Long story short, he claimed the charger was his. And he was backing his argument impressively with facts (pulled out of thin air...lol).

What's the point?

I'm a clumsy dude. I've always been. I bang my body around and I run into walls. Till tomorrow, my bully of a brother, bless his heart, will keep calling me retard, idiot, numbskull, and a host of other sweet words, each fitting every one of my jonzing episodes.

Yesterday you said tomorrow

It's the 6th night of his stay in the hospital. Everyday that passes feels longer than the day before that. Makes it feel like we've been here a lot longer than just under a week.